Nothin lasts forever........

Tomorrow is da last day of my college life........yea, u heard it right.....no more a coll student, no more a teenager, no more a kid...my childhood is officially over.....and i still cant digest it....! i wonder if everybody goes thru these feelings...i wonder if i grew up too fast.....hav u ever reached a stage in ur life wen ur so content wit whatvever u've got dat u wan no more..... where when u sit down to pray to the Divine, all u ask for is da welfare of ur loved ones n nothing else..no selfish desires watsoever..well, i'm afraid i've reached dat stage....i'm not sure if it's good or bad but one thing is for sure....this is NOT going to last... i know things are gonna change drastically.....the bubble is gonna burst....and SOON..!!they say the biggest challenge is to face ur fears...and my biggest fear is CHANGE....I'm never prepared for it..even though i know it's on its way..and den it hits me hard....this has happened wit me before n i know its gonne happen again...imagine, not goin to coll anymore...man,the thought is so scary....college was my safe zone...when ur in coll, atleast in those three years ,life somehow gets trapped in a time wrap...everyday is a routine...and i kinda like it dat way..u know wat to expect out of ur day...and den things change n ur not ready to accept it.....also when u have ur friends, ur family wit u and u hav the liberty to spend time wit them whenever u wish to, u kinda tend to take them for granted.....and by the time u realize it..its too late..i know i'l hav to move out of this place, forced to live on my own,away from everyone i love....the thought in itself is so scary that i don even wanna acknowledge it...i've always been the dependent kinds...have always been pampered n protected.. and to make matters worse,God has been really kind to give me the best set of family n friends one can ask for...{i've used "WORSE" because it makes it even harder to let go..}trust me, no exagerration here..for those who've always wished for a perfect family and friends to die for..well,meet me...i'm livin a dream..!! but then nothing lasts forever rite...i hope i don come across as too depressin to all those who'r reading this...n for all u know things may not be as bad as i'm makin it out to be....but i'l never know til i don get there....and till den don wake me up..my dream is beautiful...!!!

Introduction!!

As u must've noticed by now,this happens to be my first blog,hence pl ignore all da spellin errors,grammatical errors n all da million other errrors dat i generally tend to make...before goin any further let me warn u bout a few things regardin my blogs..all those expecting to read a "'fine piece of literary work" ..shall be disappointed..i'm not a great writer n i don pretend to be one either..the usage of words is simple..{precisely becoz my knowledge of fancy words sucks..!} and da sentence formation is basic..{again, ignorance is bliss..!!}.....all i'm trying to do here is express my thoughts,my ideas& my ideologies without any inhibitions...NO STRINGS ATTACHED..!! also.i hav a terrible habit of driftin from one topic to another without any notice..so pl try to keep track of it..i remember reading this interesting piece of article in sunday times da other day which said dat in this 'oh so busy' fast paced life of ours..each one is cravin for their individual space..where u can jus spend time wit urself..it may be difficult to find but not completely impossible...guess writing gives us dat space na..where u can jus BE..where u can finally do away wit da mask of being someone ur not..its natural for people to judge u...by ur looks,ur clothes,ur attitude,ur 'blogs'...but da idea behind dat is to make urself immune to all da crap..trust me,it really makes life so much simpler...i learnt dis simple fact of life da hard way.. Anyway lets talk bout something more substantial here....hmmm Valentines day jus went by..wat do ya guys think bout it..they say its dat time of da year wen u let ur special one know jus how exactly special he/she is n how much u love them n blah blah blah...ask me bout it n i'l tell u wat exactly it is...HUMBUG..!!! nothing but a marketing gimmick..!! telme is there a specific day to tell ur mother how much u love her..no rite..?then y shud we give undue importance to this crap called valentines day....here,i gotta mention dat i myself am in a relationship..a great one at dat..:) but nevertheless i jus cant get myself to believe in all dis..n before u start pityin da guy i'm wit,lemme tell u dat dat we both r of da same opinion...birds of a feather flock together..?..... is dat the only day of the year when all da unhooked guys muster courage to go upto da gal n ask her out..or for da already in love couples to express their love for each other..? think bout it.. for all those guys who suffer from wat they call the "urge to splurge" who plan to make da day special by buyin diamonds n ipods n flowers n watver else u can think of..temme one thing if ur gal truly loves u,woudn't she be happier if u jus give her a simple rose wit a beautiful hand written letter expressin ur feelings...do u really need to get materialistic...can u buy love..?no offence to all those who swear by dis day of the year..all i'm trying to say is keep the spirit alive guys..try n make everyday of da year jus as special as dis one..not by splurgin..but jus by expressin ur love...u don need a specific day to acknowledge da one u love..there a lot of simpler and sweeter ways to make ur loved one feel special..and trust me da effect will be jus as good..if not better....